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12 January 2009 @ 08:33 pm
Random thoughts but....  
I love my kid so much that it sort of feels like my heart is breaking every single day. Every time I look at him or think of his little face and hands and feet and bellybutton. I just. I'm getting teary just typing these words. He's the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.

I don't know why I felt the need to tell you guys this. Compelled and proud and happy are good words for it.

If you are a parent you know what I'm talking about. If not...someday you might find out. And if you don't want to/don't ever have kids of your own, feel free to come hang out with mine. You might catch a bit of the feeling I get every single day of my life. I don't know if it shows on my face when you're with me, but HE IS MY HEART.

&spencer; FOREVER

PS - Y'all need to help me work out BB Spencer-related tattoo design, tattoo ideas. I need new ink, and nothing would be better than a tribute to my sweet boy.
Current Mood: pensivepensive
also into craftsirish_cocktail on January 13th, 2009 03:06 am (UTC)

hey baby girl
what were you thinking of getting for tattoo stuff? i could maybe help with sketches or vague things?

also i love your love. like, im not pro-kids, in general, but YOU and YOURS. ♥
I AM  YOUR WIFE!eckerlilas on January 13th, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
At this point I'm not even sure. I always thought I'd do something with his name/birthdate. IDK IDK I just want it to be AWESOME and ORIGINAL and worth putting on my body for ALL ETERNITY.

also into crafts: CA- city by the sea (me~)irish_cocktail on January 13th, 2009 03:46 am (UTC)

yeah, that sounds good. maybe, like, some kind of thing with initials and dates around it or whatever.

lemme know if you want help? im... not AWFUL. :/?
mercurybard on January 13th, 2009 03:14 am (UTC)
He is the most adorable bb, ever.

I get kinda stunned and awed around small humans in general, but especially around him.
I AM  YOUR WIFE!eckerlilas on January 13th, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
He's totally a piece of work.

Small humans are sorta like aliens, aren't they? I mean that in the best way possible...but I'm sure you knew that.
i h8 unewtoyou on January 13th, 2009 03:53 am (UTC)
get a tramp stamp of the outline of his hands.

oh my gosh, at even's day care they made reindeer with the kid's handprints for the antlers and they are SO TINY

it's precious
is everyone here make-believe?shutyourface on January 13th, 2009 04:01 am (UTC)
I tend to love all babies but I love yours more than most. Most precious kid ever.
desperate and a little delusionalanothersadsong on January 13th, 2009 04:50 am (UTC)
bailey'll be 5 next month, and will be starting kindergarten in the fall. omg, what? what happened to my tiny baby? every day, she learns something new, and it's so awesome to see, but so sad that every day she gets a little older. so yeah, i do understand.

the fiction in your jeansclumsygyrl on January 13th, 2009 05:13 am (UTC)
ugh. so adorable.

i supposed you could just get "THEMOSTADORABLEBBEVAR", right? ;)
I think I would just cut the wire.agent99 on January 13th, 2009 07:44 am (UTC)
yeah pretty much thanks to your cutie pie kiddo, i've spiraled into a hopeless biological clock vortex where every time i see a onesie i stop and stare longingly. i wish i was joking.

no really i hope i get to feel a shred of that at least once in my life before my eggs shrivel up :P
Pau494pau494 on January 13th, 2009 01:32 pm (UTC)

This post made me grin really hard. And... want a baby of my own?

I don't think I'd be very helpful in coming up with design ideas but I'm an excellent cheerleader! Tattoo, YAY! *\o/* See?
Truthful Plum Logical Horsemegyal on January 13th, 2009 02:06 pm (UTC)

BB SPencer is the best ever.

PS Did you get my cards?
duia on January 13th, 2009 08:21 pm (UTC)
You and him. ♥


I think initials and birthdate are perfect, but that's just me.
Patrick: i will be here drawing hearts on youyesj on January 13th, 2009 08:32 pm (UTC)
I don't like kids all that much, I certainly never want any, and I haven't been broody for anything but cats since I was fourteen.


Looking at Spencer's tiny baby little FACE when I visited, I loved him like he's my biological nephew, not just honourary. I wish I lived closer and/or could visit more, because I want to watch him grow up and play with him and then embarrass him in front of girls in fifteen years' time. *chinhands*
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GirlOnFire: Pushing Daisies Piesacrilicious on January 18th, 2009 06:32 am (UTC)
Just added you because duia was like WTF NAS YOU NEED MORE AWESOME IN YOUR LIFE, and I just have to say - how is it legal that anyone is that cute?!?!

Your post is lovely and beautiful and really made me miss my Mom. Can't wait to be an official Texan and meet you guys!